This my friends is what I get for BITCHING about how awful my summer was last year. Poor Maureen....she had to work 60 hour weeks, and her mom was sick. Well guess what, my mom is still sick, I wish I had a freaking job to work even 20 hours a week, and a million other things have already gone wrong. It's June 2nd, my cousins in the hospital dying, my childhood dog of almost 14 years was just put down, and 1 of 2 things are going to happen with my statistics class this summer: 1- worst case scenario is I fail, and a shit ton of money I don't have is down the toilet. 2- I pass, but get below a 2.5, forcing me to go before the social work board. They'll decide whether or not I have to retake the class for a shit ton of money I don't have.
I know I need to be as positive as possible right now, but I'm having a hard time with that. I can't stand to think of Joey like he is right now...I break down every time. It's not fucking fair, and I'm pissed. I'm having a hard time remembering all the things I'm grateful for as well.
Maybe I'm being punished?
Thank you Summer 2009 for in less than a month being able to outd0 Summer 2008. I just can't wait to see how much more fantastic it will get. No wait...I'm terrified to see that.
GRRRRRRR.
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Happy 6th Birthday Jovie!
6 years ago
1 comment:
deary
take a deep breath, everything will be okay! just remember that there is always someone much worse off than you. i'm sure thats hard to consider right now, but focus on your school work if you cant get a job. things will work out, they always do.
love you
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